I love the hell out of Teej's blogs, and Teej suggests I write more to... heal.this.aching.heart. So here I am. Very unhappy, feeling like I'm weighted down underwater - and this is an accurate description - because of lost love. It's the same old BORING story again. Girl meets boy. They love, they lose, they leave. They vow to never look back. Sombody has to have a miserable broken heart about it and guess whose waving the short end of the stick this season? It's me. So there I go pestering Teej again. "How do I get over him? I dream about this fool every night! It's a spiritual addiction. I need him. I love him. Help me, Teej. Teej, the Psychic lady says..." I feel so pathetic. But I'm a pathetic with pride! I flex my muscles because I'm a pathetic and broken hearted girl who won't pick up the phone and just call Him. He will have to call ME. And believe me I have been waiting for a couple of long slow dreary endless months of agony.
If it was already written... If he is indeed my ONE... he'll turn up soon enough I tell myself. Then I beg God. Then I bug Teej about it. Poor guy.
So is it?
About Me
- keira shadis
- product junkie, Mommy, free spirit, sister, daughter, spontaneous, Auntie, friend
1 comment:
Keir...first of all Im happy that you are writing. You will find it to be a really great release.
Second of all....my advice to you in this situation.....CALL HIM! Dont you know that Love is supposed to be STRONGER than PRIDE!?!?!?!
Here's a quote for you.
" Dignity and love do not blend well, nor do they continue long together." - Ovid
Do you mean to tell me that if you two getting back together and beginning the start of your' happily ever after' all depended on you making the first move you wouldnt do it? You cant be telling me that. You are smarter than that.
All is fair in love and war baby. Sometimes you gotta swallow that pride and (be willing to) make a fool of yourself. That way, if you go alllllllllll out and it doesnt work out you can walk away knowing that you gave it your all. And then you'll be able to move on if need be.
It's the not knowing that is eating away at you and make you dream constantly.
You gotta call.
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